Two Years and going strong...

It's gonna be two years since the time we fell in love with each other. Though not being together in these two full years, we were in love and I know deep in our hearts and soul that we feel the love we have for each other. We wanted to be together only that things are just complicated as he said it is. Sometimes i want to get fed up of this things, but then I just can't. I don't know why but I just love him so much to get fed up of things. One time I almost gave up on him. But my heart don't want to let go. I just can't figure out why and how it came to this point. But hopefully this year we will finally be together, I know its not gonna be forever for now. But in time it will be. He is one of the best things that happed to me and I am sure of it. My my my, just want to be with you so soon sweety. I love you...

Real love found

It was on April 2005 that i was in the middle of a madness about things at school for clearances and all! It was a hot summer afternoon that i decided to go online! While i was busy checking my emails i get into a channel in YAHOOchat... And there were so many PM's and IM's coming...some were bots some were indian's, pakistanis and all..ewww..just hate those people! but also some were american guys! of all AGEs...and then one of which was ALVIN, we started chatting you know the simple chit chat... ASL's and all. And it came to the point where he saw me on cam and i saw him on cam also! he was this simple guy, a cuddly and cutie type! :) He told me he recently had been separated with his wife, and then asked me if I dont mind that his AGE..So i said..actually i like older guys, because i know they're the type of people who would take care of you, would love you wholely, and are most sincere about relationships! By chatting with him for several hours, i didnt thought i would fall for this guy! I mean i dont really think that this kind of relationship works. Friends maybe but lovers? Marriage? I dont know..for some but i dont know for me! After that day, i get online everyday just to catch him online and chat with him and get to know more about him! and then he told me that he doesnt understand and get why i would fall for someone like him because he is old and all of this stuff..But i said it never matters...like the movie stars, TOm Cruise and Katie Holmes, Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher, Catherine Zeta Jones and Michael Douglas and a lot more...it never matter to them the, age gaps they have, what matter to them is the feelings you have for each other...After several days of chatting for getting to know you's...we officially made ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend(lovers)... I am so blessed of having ALVIN in my life! I dont think i can have anyone else aside from this guy! He is
the love of my life! He is actually MY WHOLE LIFE now... He makes me happy, he takes care of me..and I hope that in time ..sooon...i get to see him! Im sure it'll be my happiest day ever! I love you sweety..Forever i'm yours and hope you're mine as well....